Dreamscapes

2012

2012-01-27T00:35:00.001+08:00

Happy CNY.

Accompanied Jovian to get his tattoo done. I know how therapeutic this is.. I do. Nahh, not tempted for now:) (once bitten, twice shy)

Ate at subway's (my favorite)
Assignments are multiplying by themselves but I know I will brave these thru' and clean up all these ass wiping stuff. Blahh blahh blahh period.

I just turned nineteen a month ago. If you ask me how do I feel being nineteen? I guessed rather then kicking up a fuss while pulling a grumpy face, the most practical and priceless answer will be, " yeah, I'm happy". I wished I belong to the planet, Mars though..

At least..right at tis' very moment!

PEACE.

MERRY CHRISTMAS

2011-12-26T03:47:00.001+08:00

I'm so tempted to spill all these spiteful and fiery comments but cause it's christmas therefore I'm gonna post a sweet summary in short of what happened on christmas!!!

I LOVE Christmas!
Immaculate Joy and guess it's due to
Gifts exchange and lovely dinner that cause me to turned hyper!~

Not to forget that it's the significant day that Jesus was born!

Christmas eve was fun as it was a pre-celebration between me and my secondary school friends! I swear having a pipin' hot steamboat with friends is something worth to settle for!
I didn't do much of the preparations as I managed to sneak in and out of Cindy's kitchen to the bedroom an then in again to attack on the sausages! Chuckles. In the least I took the effort to cut the honey grilled chicken up to pieces!I bet everyone saw me smirking away as I took the prized dish out hahahas! I got famous Amos cookies from Cindy as an exchanged gift, hairband from Jay and Cuppycakes from Liwei and Huimin!
Main highlight: Cindy comment that Stanley was being a gentleman for washing up the dishes. We even did makeovers and manicures!
Epic Moment: what she didn't know is Stanley was the first to run for the last train to head back home and I swear it was as if he's running for his life.

Didn't managed to take a decent group photo and didn't took any picture with Cindy because she went au naturale (makeup-free) that day, so to justify her preewtayyy face, I upload some decent photos of her :))

Christmas carols and all those sweet treats were nice! Coincidence or what? I wiped out the gyozas(supposingly pan fried dumplings) on both places(home and steamboat)

Did you have fun?:D
PS: Blogged from my iPhone again!

Annoying crosspatches

2011-12-10T00:19:00.001+08:00

Don't think I will ever figure out the mentality of some stupid morons. Self assumptions are all in the eyes of a big fuck. Don't fucking blame others for your own series of misfortune. Whatever you did is fucking wrong too. I hate you I really hate all of you to the extent of tearing you apart. I ain't no saint but you are not even close to be dubbed as a fucking human. So when I worked or schooling, I have to give in to you and your fucking ego. What 'bout you?Don't stamp on my fucking pride because I'm not gonna swallow my pride and stoop lowly for the fuck sake of you. I hate you. I really detest you two. The loathe and hatred is not something I can explain. guess our dear lord have eyes to see and judge. I really don't believe I'm in the wrong. I may not have the best pleasing tone found in me. Being crude and straightforward is in my personality. Don't bother to find reasons to lash it out on me. I don't listen to losers and failures. The push you gave me is just enough to cut you out from my life. I don't need you all. If those salty dampness still lingers on ma' face, I guessed then that's it. I'm not devastatingly sad, or rather, I'm really pissed and fuming mad about all this drama. Fuck off.

It's the first day of being nineteen by the way. How a.w.e.s.o.m.e !

My phone case finally arrived after 81581922628010days since I ordered.
At least my kitty case cheer up a lil'

It's my first time bloggin' on my iPhone By the way. I know it's wordy.

You Know What?

2011-09-11T23:14:00.003+08:00

You know what?
I can totally relate to your feelings.

Exasperation that keeps swelling in you till you finally explode.
They said its hard to press the "esc" key once you are so used to
your life.

when I kept mum to myself,
it only means that I'm in deep thoughts.

Im feelin' the blues,
how 'bout you?

I DREAMT OF STARS AND UNICORNS THAT NIGHT

2011-08-14T23:35:00.004+08:00

ONE WHO THINKS INDIFFERENTLY,
who (will supposingly) succeeds in life,
broods over silly things,
get muddle-head at times,
can't breathe in an enclosed area (claustrophobia),
and also,who liked being wayyyy random
is an awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeee person!!! CHUCKLES

THAT WAS FOR CONVERSATION STARTER,
NOW THIS IS THE REAL THING!NO GIMMICK!
I'm thinking of moving from this URL but it's just a thought :X

with many kisses and hugs,
your lover.

Reminiscence

2011-04-23T03:16:00.004+08:00

It's been so long since we last met,
I can't keep track of how many days,weeks and what seemed like years
since we last bid our goodbyes..

I would be lying if you don't really matter that much in my life.

The parts and puzzles of life..

-A song that actually fits part of my phase in life :)

oh well,
Life is such.

For all of the times that I tried for your smile
For making you think that I was worth the while
So your love love love love love would be mine

For sending you flowers and holding your hand
That no one was there to take a stand
But then love love love made us blind

And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true but sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight

And I'm so sorry for...
Making you love me and saying goodbye
For being the one that taught you how to cry
It was love love love and it passed us by

For giving you every thing that you dreamed
For taking it back when I fled the scene
Sorry love, for wasting your time

And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true but sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight

An apology now after all of this time
Won't make any difference tonight
But I'm hoping "im sorry" will open your mind
To love love love love in your life

that's all.

MY VISIT TO USS

2011-04-21T00:57:00.008+08:00

so i met up with si ning to head to
Universal Studio Singapore!~
Torn between the roses

Dinosaur ride!~ she got drenched
while i came well prepared ;)

HELLO Frankenstein!~
she's effing hawt hawt hawt

He's DAMN TALL.
This affectionate joker
that literally hooked* up with us
IKR,I gained weight but..
Still HOT!~ :P

the main highlight,
I dragged Si Ning to take the humanoid and cyborg rides
not once,but a couple of times XD

I have fun!~ WOOTS!
I got tanned. DDDDDDD:
but it was worth being slightly dark since the USS ticket was
free and food and drinks were on Si ning (she worked there)
I only paid for the taxi fare!~ AWWHHS

RANDOM :
F: Are you mixed?
Me: yup(smirks)
F:Really?with what?(pricking up His ears)
Me:Peranakan mixed with Hainanese! (chuckles)
F: cheyhh!

CURRENT OBSESSION:
TOP(BIG BANG)

HANDS OFF LADIES
He is mine! :P

tata,

HELPLESS

2011-04-17T02:11:00.002+08:00

ARGGHH!!
DEAR GOD!!
Please end all the agony and pain that
I'm sufferin' from!

Truth is,
No one wants to be a laughing stock in life.

BAD MOOD.

ICE SKATINGGGGGGGGGGGG

2011-04-10T04:26:00.006+08:00

I SWEAR WE TOOK MORE THAN THESE.

Favourite Effect of the day :)

Super candid.
D.i.m.p.l.e.
Our most manly faces :P

can you guess?
we are from the supreme team* and
i looked like Simon D -.-"
Signature pose :X hurhur
one word to describe,
WEIRDOS :X
Lisin & I :)

You don't wanna know our
height difference. T.T
Threesome
Foursome

YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY

After what seemed like 35732478999042 days to me,
I finally went ice-skating!!! -damn pack!!similar to a can of sardines

Met up with the Choir Girls!
all the Soprano Ones*-Huimin,Kimberly and lisin!

YESSHHHH!If you people out there are curious to know
which choir sector i belong to,i can proudly tell you that imma
all rounder person!=D

-Soprano 1/2 and alto!~ :))

There's no pictures of me skating because i was the one
skating around texting people and taking photos :P

YES. I'M THE INVINCIBLE FELLOW THAT COMES
WITH A SMUG FACE IN THE RINK. hahahahahahahs

pros: Lotsa admiration & appreciation
cons:i exchanged my pros with hard sweat* and blood*
(pale and sweaty when i got out from rink)

we settled for japanese food afterwards,
camwhore with huimin as she's sits right beside me,
and part of the conversations were liked:

part one:
H:ehh,stop showin' your double eyelids can?(hiss hiss)
Me:omg!!I did not! I was born with deep eyelids!:P

ME= One victory

part two:
Me:hey,i have d.i.m.p.l.e.s!~ ^^
H:(chuckles)look!i have and i don't need to forced
them out like you -meaning deep dimples.

Huimin= One victory

final part:
H:i think we sort of run out of poses
Me:just try being fierce?
(flash)Both:HAHAHAHAS! we looked like MEN!!

Both: LOSERS of the day XD

Been to karaoke w/ shanise and her friends recently,
and i realized that singing has kinda become
a good way to vent my anger on(power gear up)
AHHHHHHHHH!~ (like that)

that's all.
tata~

BIENNALE(MUSEUM)

2011-04-06T02:35:00.005+08:00

BEFORE.

AFTER. -I look unreal!! my edit sucks

Maybe i should get
colorless lenses! :)
HERO + ME

Like finally!there's one decent
photo for me!(no bright flash*)
rock n' roll here we go!~
Yes,me acting like a visitor!
(flashing a smile)

credits:Lynn's Dslr

-Met up with Candyce plus her group of friends to collect
payslips from the IT Show.

I just ordered some stuffs from Urban Outfitters!!WHOAHHHHHH!

So many things happened,
and things just took a turn..
what appears to be fine may be just
a facade that needs to be read deeper
than on the surface. I will be lying to myself
if this doesn't matters at all to me. I won't probe/
meddle/bitch about your life at all cause it's over.

you have shown me your prowess in treatin'
friends like us and I'm speechless by your act.
Really.

bye,

SULKING

2011-03-28T04:12:00.005+08:00

adapted by Atreja

I HATE MONDAYS AND TUESDAYS!
DO YOU SHARE THE SAME VIEW AS ME?

YES!YES!YES! look at the time and I'm still not asleep?
now it's pouring outside!!raining cats and dogs with visible
thunder bolts!!!

I MADE UP MY MIND TO SULK FOR THE WHOLE DAY!!
sulk sulk sulk!
sulked that no one cares about my welfare,
no one bothers if im asleep yet?
no one cares whether im dying of obesity?(chuckles)

my big brother is in thailand right now
i wonder if he will get me any pressies!~

nope,probably not because he hates me.

BYE.

HI PEOPLEEEEE♥

2011-03-25T03:02:00.003+08:00

me squinting my eyes!!
now you can imagine me with small beady eyes ♥

hahahas!!me disguising
as a burglar!
most "demure" look :)
say what??
am i happy?

-Im using baviphat peach magic lip tint that day.

NOT using macbook but acer webcam cause im thick-skinned
enough to use my friend's lappie to camwhore!
lesson learnt for my friend(don't leave your lappie near me)
YAY!!! nearly all my assignments done!!
except one...i may need help from friends!!!!!!!!!!!
I NEED HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!
I NEED TO MAKE A SHORT LOCAL FILM!!
who's gonna be the actors and actresses!!!!!!! :((((((

-my storyline is done.
-most of my friends were used for the previous short film.
-i need FRESH FACES!!

I HATE VIDEO PRODUCTION BY THE WAY.
NO FRIENDS some more!! For the first time in my 18years!
this is an extra module that all my friends are unwilling
to join!!Now im friggin' all by myself cause i insisted in taking up!!
HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT

NOTE: PLEASE CONTACT ME IF YOU ARE WILLING TO HELP!!
AND FRIENDS LOOK OUT!YOU MAY BE THE ONE!!

RANDOM TALK:

Dad:hey..(paused)did you use my hair dye?

Me:what the... are you accusing me?(black face)

Dad:cause im missing of something and you
(staring at my hair)got so many color on your hair?

Me:eh look at my hair?IT'S BROWN DADDY??

Dad:I don't know you!! what i can see is black,brown and red?

Me: THAT'S MY BLACK ROOTS LARHH!!my hair color fading
(pissed)

Dad:so black mehh your hair?don't lie to me.

Me:for my past 16years, my hair is BLACK.
dad....

with that,
the argument goes on.. and on

RANDOM

2011-03-19T04:37:00.000+08:00

Should i cut bangs?

or stay as fringe swept to side?

hmmmm....

RANDOM

2011-03-19T02:13:00.016+08:00

Current craze,
LIP LIPPY LIPPIES!

1.Tony & Monly Tint!!! X3
I LOVED IT!! so ppppplease tell me you're coming back!!
this is so convenient!
so handy!!
so awesome!!!
so brilliant!!!

Best of all,it works like Benetint!!The color is liked velvet red
and it doesn't leave any thick yucky rich feeling on your lips!!
it's water-based plus, the smell is soo pleasant! I can't believe this
is not available anymore damnnnit!!(not even retail shops)

2. Baviphat peach tint is the latest buy among all!
the smell is the nicest among all,
nice enough to bite your lips i guessed!It gives
you a faint pink color with gloss! (Natural to the max)

3. Biotherm Smile Shine #145 was given by my mom actually,
she just hate anything that comes with a light pinkish tone.
Her loss is my pleasure!! Hahahahas

4. Nivea Cherry Kiss lip balm is one of my favorites!!!!
Lijie was the one that introduced me to this berry berry juicy color!!
I even introduced this to my friends too!

5. I remembered that my first lipstick was from The Body Shop(coral pink),
it totally changed my mind on lipsticks,it's smoothness resembles like
cocoa butter and the taste wasn't as chalky-liked as i thought.

(oh oh oh!)
6. BURTS BEE's lipgloss comes with titanium oxide(diamond fragments look-a-like)
and with a fruity smell!!too bad the color doesn't seem to stay or maybe
it's too delicious(totally edible) hahahahas

I NEED TO SMACK MY HANDS from now on!!!
too many lippies!! too many!!!
MUST FINISH FIRST.

and did i mention these from the body shop?

chuckles,

I can go on blabbering non-stop,
but let's PUT A STOP HERE!

BYE!~

SAD

2011-03-14T21:59:00.005+08:00

Adapted by i_gledam

It took me approximately a total of 18hours
to cover four chapters of econs including memorizing,
reading,understanding and doing those questions all over again!

guess what??It was really an easy paper!!
no graphs needed,no calculators needed,
no formulas required and ten straight questions
about definitions of what laws were used in econs
and give an example each to support the thesis?
The night before my test..my FB was flooded
with comments like Fark econs!!fark you!!
SURE FAIL!! etc.. and everyone was damn confident when
they walked out from our classroom today!! CHUCKLES

sighhhh!!! 5 more things to work on before term break!DDDDDD:
Dance presentation,Cleo's assignment,Renaissance presentation,
video production assignment and Dance awareness test to go!

was really surprised that im able to work for it fair since i can be
excused from training and only turned up 2 days work!!
sales ain't that great though since i handled everythin' so coolly!

AHHHHHHH!!!! super uber stress~

that's all.

HI EARTHLINGS!!!!!!!

2011-03-10T03:43:00.008+08:00

OHMYGAWDD!!!!

so many assignments to do!
SO MANY UPCOMING TESTS!!

tssk! what one week holiday?
one week preparation to doom!!

smoked salmon pizza!
I NEED YOU NOW!!

SQUASHY hamster!~
black hair kinda rocks!(emo)

Inspired by black swan so i drew thick eyeliner!~

well..i guess i looked better without da eyeliner! XD

WENT kbox with Jovian and Mamat!!
HAHAHAHAHS!
Never missed a single pitch! dare me man!~
ohgosh!!!~ should i go to IT fair tomorrow?
I've done my dance report already! :x

SIGHHHHH!

tata!~

PFFT.

2011-02-18T04:18:00.004+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHH!

I HATE IT.
I HATE EVERYTHING.

Is that something to be proud of?
WELL, YOU SHOULDN'T.
DEONNE HAN! you are a dumb-ass if you get
into this shit again.

Don't try too hard because that only shows how frail
and disgustin' you are.
FYI:It's totally irksome and it kinda bothers me a lot.

and yes!I ain't no fool that you think i am,
blabbering truckload of rubbish don't exactly worked on anyone.
HAH! At least not on me.

Let's all get rough now and ahead,
you are an Hindrance to me.

CHARITY BANDS!!

2011-02-17T01:04:00.009+08:00

TADAH!

-CHARITY BANDS that are so fashionable and affordable!
And while doing your part on helping others,
You can even wear those bands to spread your
message to everyone out there!

PEACE.LOVE.HARMONY.

zza zjiang!

2011-02-16T02:06:00.008+08:00

camwhoring!~

sorry guys!i took up the space
XD

imagine two Indian uncles
in a mama shop*(just sayin!)

most* normal lookin' shot

yeahs me and my grandma*
XD

Because things took a turn and
now everythin' is like pretty much more or less messed up!
-no amount of explanations can be made to help salvage it.
-moving backwards in time is to make you pretty much bound
to your own kind for comfort.
-moving fro is the right choice yet most would dread the changes
made in themselves.

so it's like moving back and fro then!XD
it's not the best solution but it will make do
for now.

PRESENTATION TOMORROW!!!!
OHHHHHHH NOOOOOOOOOOO!~
I don't wanna be late but i know i will!

that's all.

♥ ♥ ♥

2011-02-13T22:28:00.005+08:00

: Adapted from Riiva

I cast everything aside..
to find myself finding everything amiss-ed.

NICE ONE.

that's all.

♥ 's day tmr!
heartbreakin' day for singles though!!

RANDOM

2011-02-07T01:45:00.006+08:00

Randomly did this since i have the wrappers in my hands...
might as well make full used of it
before it heads straight to the bin.

-received a bad piece of news just now,
too sudden! too shocking! too bad!!!
-I should have bid my goodbye with a warm hug
instead of a wave (as usual)! -.-

the greatest shock in store for me this year.

hmmmm...

2011-02-05T02:08:00.004+08:00

PERIOD OF DARKNESS:

Yeahh That's how I'm feelin' right now,
I seriously can't get the CNY spirit in me going?

-Mood is down,
head is down,
back is down,
eyes glued on the ground,
what else next?

YES!! I'm practically strugglin'
just to posed a smile man!!
c'mon! why is there a word called comparison?
OH pur-lease!why can't everybody just keep one of their
eyes closed and stop being judgmental
about everything?Oops i forgot that we are living in a world
of harshness where no one wants to played
the role goody-two-shoes.

THIS IS THE REALITY DUDE!
but let's not face it for now because I'm
not in a mood to dealt with things like this.

I have WAY more important stuffs to do! ;)

and you! YES YOU!
A STALKER intrudin' my privacy!!
go find someone else to spy on can?

that's all

HELLO! ♥ ♥ ♥

2011-02-02T00:46:00.004+08:00

During
Theatre Arts Awareness,

Threesome! XD

Im your lecturer of
the day!~

Foreigners?NAHH
LOCALS :P

KAWAII!♥

YING & YANG*

I am lovin' My Theatre Awareness Lecture!!
FROM JOSEPHINE NG!

she bribed me with chocolates and candies!XD
well!~ let's just say that chocolates is one of my weak
spot! YUMMY!

skipped video production lesson.
Happy Chinese Year By the way!!!

my latest Muse,
Bronislava Nijinska

That's all.

bu kai xin

2011-01-31T01:49:00.003+08:00

RAIN

Some will like it, but some won't.

me: I loathe it so much because.. it
always felt like an downfall more than
a downpour.

What a mocking way to end my day like that!
Shouldn't I be the one calling it quits and not you?
and who are you to judge me?Smartypants ain't always right
you know?and I was being so nice as usual(darn it!!!!!)

I can only choose to believe em'
but every night i wondered to myself,
which of these is actually true?

-you people won't know the awful feeling
im feelin' right now because there's no way
you will ever be in my position.

too good to be true hunney'.
too good..

that's all.

HI EARTHLINGS!!!!!!!

2011-01-28T02:32:00.005+08:00

WEBCAM TIME!~

presentin' the manly gal
and the two loudmouths!

The angry couple v.s
the three merrymakers

TERRORISM!
WTH
whores
Groupie
SEE!SEE!SEE!
grandma mamat
HAHAHAS!
JOVIAN so funny!
LOVE YA GUYS! LOVE YA PEOPLE! :)

starrin'-Theresa the mama!
-Jerome the Papa!
-Mamat the diva!
-JOVIAN the BIGMOUTH! ;D
-ME!ME! the harmless LIL' FRY

Truth is...
I LOVED taking train rides with them

that's all.

RANDOM

2011-01-27T02:14:00.006+08:00

-Overdue photos-

LOOK AT THIS!!EVERYONE
HIDING BEHIND ME!! LOL

I'm eyein' on the tub of
ice cream!!XD

OOooohhh~
All cameras on me?(started posing)

Remembered this?
Yes.My crazy friends wanna hit the beach
for a second round of tanning session. (Sigh!~)
please count me out this time! I hate tanning.

TODAY:
-Went to a flea market that's held in our
campus one foyer and i bought two super
gorgeous rings over there!

-Had Korean food for lunch with my friends.
-we got a lil' loud as usual while chatting.
(That explains why we always received stares -.-)
-went plaza sing's Daiso outlet.
- assignments due in sometime.
F.A.S.T.F.O.R.W.A.R.D>>>>>>

-Ordered KFC delivery for today's dinner.

that's all.

UNHAPPY

2011-01-26T01:23:00.006+08:00

Just for this moment..
Yet another sleepless night.

UNHAPPY

2011-01-24T01:29:00.008+08:00

I CAN'T TAKE THIS LYING DOWN!

I REFUSED TO.

and i can't dwell on that past anymore...
YET the reality sucks a big time!!

I'm tired of being TOO nice at times because
being nice only means that you're a PUSHOVER.

Current mood: ANGSTY!!( grrrr)

Plus!
Three things that's gonna befall on my lecturer:
* we are gonna chit chat during his lecture.
*we are gonna boycott him.
*(Obviously)His days are numbered.

-Been sufferin' from insomnia these days...

GREAT!I'm gonna be late for
microeconomics(morning class)

WEBCAM!!

2011-01-22T02:23:00.007+08:00

IT'S LIKE YEARS SINCE I USED MY
MACBOOK'S WEBCAM.

AHAHAHAHAHAS! XD

I know my "Grandma" LOOK RAWKS TTM!!
I purposely opted for the cartoon effect TOO! :P

FYI: That's how i looked when im about to turn in to bed(Chuckles)

PEOPLE CHANGED.
TO KEEP UP WITH THE PACE & TIME
YOU CHANGED,
I CHANGED.
AS AGE CATCHES UP,
WE ALL CHANGED...

I could be that person you ever dream of ,
I could be that Bestie you ever dream of,
I could be that love you ever dream of,
but that's a dream that we are talkin' about after all.

MAKE THE MOVE.
MAKE MISTAKES.
MAKE IT HAPPEN.

That's my heartfelt words to all..

TATA!~

HEARTS

2011-01-07T02:12:00.003+08:00

Define the word, "LOVE"
must it necessarily be a BGR we are talkin' about when
it comes to "LOVE"?

Think again.
At least for me,it varies in many different ways. ")

I'm aware that my blog have creepy crawlies crawling all over
with a thick pile of dust and webs forming.well!~ i liked it that way:)
at least when im reaally sad/in a dilemma/fiery/emotional
i have a place to seek for refuge =)

A random fact:
Imma pessimist and i don't show it out that's all.

TATA!~

2011!

2011-01-04T00:45:00.003+08:00

wooooohhhHHHH!~
me AGAIN!~

since when did i blow a kiss?
(damn epic)

taken at ecp(credits to
sarah dear)
i think it's a jaw-droppin'
sensation! =D

what an honour!~

NICE PINK PUCKER!XD

a new year and im down with a FEVER!
NASTY COUGH!
AWFUL PHLEGM!!
DREADFUL SORE THROAT!!
needless to say,IM DYING?well,i think i died once yesterday and
if you think im exaggerating, then i wished that all my sufferings will
befall on you!muhahahahahs

FORTUNE TELLER!!it's only the start of the year and ya tellin' me
im down on my bloody luck?THIS!(swaying my fist)is my gift to you?
maybe being bipolar was kinda right?but i will prove to you that the
rest is wrong!tssk i will show you what is called a real gypsy?school is
starting and i've got mixed feelings

it's really like ummm.. love/hate relationship! :)

tata!~

Inferior + Disappointment

2010-12-19T00:53:00.005+08:00

SAKAE SUSHI + SHOPPING SPREE!!

It was a nasty trick!! LURING me over by sayin' that you wanna catch a
movie date with me!! we ended up shopping!! Bought the same top too!!
bet she will pull that look better than me!:P went to sim lim to collect my
Sitex show pay!! YAYS! imma happy girl!!i met my ex-colleagues there
too! :)

I'M UNHAPPY!!!YOU always liked people sucking up to you.
sucha pretentious act?For goodness sake!!please take a closer look at my
bloody time card!YES!im late?but im not always late!?maybe it's a trivial matter to
you but do you know that if you gave in your word,it means that you can't
back out?this only further proves that you are NOT reliable at all! it's a no wonder
people always don't turn up.

DON'T COMMIT IF YOU CANT DO SO. what's this?it's a punishment for me?
c'mon?LOOK at the bloody cards with magnifying glass alright?

done ranting!~ :P

Don't read the following quiz results if it's boring! :)
some of the quiz is so accurate that it makes my hair stand!! D:
Except for the get to know yourself better quiz(somewhat true)

The Real You

Here is the analysis:

You are a very serious person. You tend to be quiet and well behaved, and you don't have a great deal of self-confidence. You prefer to be alone rather than with friends and that could make you a little less interesting to certain types of guys. You are very attractive in an individual kind of way, and this means it can take people a little while to get to like you.
You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

What's your personality love style?

Here is the analysis:

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Tata!~

pauses..

2010-12-15T03:56:00.004+08:00

CHRISTMAS IS COMIN'!~

I LIKED HER!!
Hehehe!how i wished i could bring you home!!~

Bye Chaichee!!
you will be etched in my heart forever and ever!

will you? would you? could you?can you?
no one can gimme a real answer.
I don't need your answers anyway.

because only I can answer my own doubts.

HELLO! ♥ ♥ ♥

2010-12-10T00:29:00.004+08:00

HI EARTHLINGS! ♥
GUESS WHAT IM DOIN'?

TWIST!! ♥ ♥

WOOTS!!
flowers by GFFS!~
my bff's CARD!! ♥ ♥

so after turnin' 18!!
apparently,i didn't really seemed to mature??
i was suppose to use the digital camera to take pictures
of children while they are doodling and drawing in the Children Corner..
but instead,i took the camera and started cam-whoring!!! like hello?~
the camera is TNAG's property(the national art gallery),yet I'm usin' it
on myself?(chuckles),heck it man! imma be~imma be x3 ♥ ♥ ♥

tata!~

woes to pour out!!

2010-12-02T02:47:00.006+08:00

IM CRAVING FOR THIS !
taken at my tuition teacher's
place 09

Stuffed deer(exothermic) with glass balls
attached to it

LOOK at this!!
new contact lens solution that
cleans your lens without rubbing it!

I'm not fakin' it...
If i don't rule myself as one,then most likely I classified myself
in a different view from others. "Dear god! please grant me a wish!!"
that phrase was meant to be awaiting for a tiny miracle to fall on me.
after what seemed like zillions of days passed,i finally realize that maybe
it's really selfish of me to ask so much from him, I should always count my own
blessings! but i wanna state that IF you deprived me from my wants,all the more i
shall strive for it! I'm not invincible! Neither am i tryin' to show my prowess to anyone
Im just sick of listenin' to honey-coated talk of sweet nothingness. EWWH

Most importantly,
I WANNA PROVE PEOPLE WRONG.

I just finished my four days work in sitex show with Candyce,Miegan and friends.
i lost my 8GB thumbdrive,i swear i remember asking people to help me tend my stuff
and i know five out of ten people don't take me seriously so well... There! Gone!
Bye Assignments!!i came to sitex show with a purpose,that is to retrieve
something important from my ex-colleague.but throughout the four days,
he did not take any action in taking initiative to contact me.there!
once again,i got taken lightly by people.

I hate to flared up!!(in my current workplace SAM)
But if i don't,when will people farking learn their lesson?
FOR EG;why do some adults act like kids using stamp pads
to vandalize the museum walls?are you tryin' to tell us that we can't
even entrust this simple task to you and you need a officer to stand
and looked after you?I'm speechless then :)

5 MORE DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY

DEONNE HAN

WOOHOOO!!

2010-11-03T01:53:00.006+08:00

yoshinoya's latest promotion!!

my heart is in my mouth during oral
communication lesson!!

i was one of the first few people
that was chosen to do a persuasive speech!!
can't help being comical, my legs and arms can't stay
still and sort of went hay-wired!! Firstly,it was a last minute preparation,
secondly,i was asked to sneak out to print our outlines at the print shop(1st floor).
Last but not least, im super uber nervous!!
almost bang my head on the wall to relieve tension.

I was really happy when ms Johanna find my speech pretty good!! XD

anyway,went cheeky monkeys today to celebrate jovian's birthday,
order a cocktail and some kinda Mexican chicken wrap!!

DEONNE HAN,

OHMYGAWD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-10-22T00:24:00.007+08:00

IMMA HAPPY GIRL!
IN BLISS MAN!~

Went straight down to raffles place today to listen to a health talk=.=
Was forced to listen to that talk since my parents bought a H20 water machine..
i was reaally paying attention to that uncle!!(chuckles)stomach growling!~ oops?
so after that health talk...we WENT to eat!:P my parents brought me to the famous
holland fish head noodles(moved to dover road) and we ordered other dishes too!^^
Felt pampered at the end of the day because..i get to buy whatever thing i eyed on!
chill!!~not to the extent of pricey stuff since we are in a grocery store?

Hahahahas! X100

who needs a man when i am shopping?
LALA!~

ASOS SPREE ARRIVED!~
whooh!(counting the items..)
there goes my 300bucks!~

WOOHOOOHS
one of the highlights!

IN A DAZE~
SEE!preaching again?:D
busy:P

selective choosing =.=
Happy already;)

taken some time back,
WENT TO SERANGOON!

my fish and chips:)

YUMYUM!:D

last but not least..
"FULL OF LOVE"(slurp slurp!)

Deonne Han,

SLACK ABIT HERE AND THERE:)

2010-10-15T04:15:00.004+08:00

went orchard today!

YAMI-YOGHURTS
love of my life!!

whoahhs!!! i swear we look like
siblings here!
imma spoiler of the day!

don't feel like drinkin'
in the afternoon:X

chilled at a cafe

in computer lab!!
Presentation!!

present a rococo drawing today!!

and guessed what???i submitted a drawing that i did in secondary

school!!and i have got to talked my way through this presentation!!

(CHUCKLES)How did i fare?GOOD! AT LEAST THERE'S WORK

SUBMITTED ON TIME!! and it's quite a pretty work too?even if

it's lacking of depth,weeelll~~in the least,it caught hold of your

attention?:X omygggooshhh!! now what?music report?music project?

group ppt presentation and CAPD Brochure???oh my!!i wanna bang my

head on the wall!!! :(

THERE!I'm heading to doom!!

Deonne Han,

STOP THE TIME PLEASE!!

2010-10-12T00:19:00.005+08:00

EXAMS COMING,

stress level reaching to another high level,

Assignments! Assignments! Assignments!

FINE! TSSK! WHO AM I??I will handle it all at one go!!

murthu-fcukin'arse holes!BUT gimme' a break first!!XD

BYE!~

Deonne Han,

A RANDOM SKETCH

2010-10-10T04:24:00.005+08:00

Did a random sketch of myself to kill time!!
I'm having insomnia!!!
I saw this sketch book sticking out from my study table
and because it's a brand new sketch book(WOW),I decided to
sketch instead of just plain doodling..

As usual,not more than 10minutes(DONE)!! :D
this explains why it does not resemble me!:X

I'm slippin' into depression!!!URGHH!!

Deonne Han,

BIPOLAR ACTING UP

2010-10-09T04:41:00.005+08:00

Sorry People!!
I know close and chummy friends of mine knew
that I have this disorder actin' up at times..

had a very full lunch today!
(correction) hearty meals today!

started off with prawn noodles,fried dough sticks with soya bean milk
and dessert!!:)

Dine in at sakae sushi with Treeza and Jovian for dinner!
Ate a measly portion that doesn't seemed like my intake :X

after the ALONE TOGETHER concert,we went to chill somewhere
and yes!i admit!!I envied the people! I'm filled with jealousy!! I'm well-
aware of my position*(where i stand) so yeahhs...no sharin' of
pie with me for that..

Supper-place for tonight: TOAST-BOX

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LOOK AT MY NAILS!!
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it chipped off! =.=

have toast with a slab of peanut-butter on top!
Yummy!~ and YESHHHHH!! I eat eggs in a different manner
from people?i know not many knew about it and so...it's officially
DEONNE'S STYLE! :P

I kinda snapped at people when i received heat..i need cool places
to remain level-headed ><

I hate being like this!!I wished i am as strong as
what i seemed to be,i wished i was just a normal
girl.i wished i could rewind the time!back to her womb
and just disappear in the thin air? it will be better off without
me in this world and that way,i won't suffered sooo much!!
it's rather devastating!!to know about everything and pretend
that i know nuts about it??who to turn to?i see no reasons
to give others unnecessary burden.

Deonne Han,

BOOMZ

2010-10-08T03:02:00.003+08:00

WE BOUGHT TICKETS FOR
OUR UPCOMING MUSIC ASSIGNMENT

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presenting
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thought of watching LANG LANG LIVE!
but too bad!we are a tad slow in purchasing the tickets,
thus tickets for LANG LANG went out of stock =.=

meet up with SHANISE @Bugis TODAY!
TOGETHER with her friend,Ashley :)) we grab some munchies together,
drank KOI,roam around hunting for Shanise's clothing and trained down to the airport
to slack around.We were so engross in talking that we almost missed the last bus
HOME? This is the result of three talkative(can talk all day long) char bors that got
together. XD

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you will never ever know how much..

Deonne Han,

GLOOMY DAY

2010-10-07T00:29:00.009+08:00

HI!!!!!!!
Felt bored today,
have been idling at home doing nothin'! YES N.O.T.H.I.N.G!
was suppose to meet up with friends to get our concert tickets
and do research on Musician,Johan Strauss Jr with Jovian and Theresa.
so much for planning when nobody wants to move their big ARSEs at all.

HAVE BEEN ADDICTED TO ZZJA CHIANG MIEN*!!!♥ ♥
It's the instant mee version so it's SUPER UBER easy to made!!!
YUMM YUMMM!! very delicious!~I wiped out all the dark sauced noodles
at home in nooo time! hmmm,I don't think everyone will like it though,
since both my brothers think it's rather average on the taste and rather
not appealing on the appearance.WHATEVER!~I liked it and that's the SELLING
POINT! CHUCKLES

am utterly disappointed by someone though,
maybe because she thought it's not a big deal but well,
I missed her that's why.

Deonne Han,

HI EARTHLINGS!!!!!!!

2010-10-06T00:25:00.009+08:00

KEY imitating CL(GO AWAY MV)
OOhHHH!!! MINHO IS FEATURED TOO!XDDD

The real CL. XD

kinda liked this song..it's indeed somewhat true..i mean girls always forgive those
guys that inflicted pain on them.i meant which girl doesn't?clearly,if they wanna
salvage this relationship..THEY just have to make do with it.

GUESS WHAT!!!!!!!!??????

DESPITE slabbing on a HUGE amount of sun-block lotion SPF50++,
doing a splendid job in dodging the sunlight and other ATTEMPTS..
I STILL TURN TANNED ON NAFA FUN DAY=.=
I guessed it's definitely no WAY you can hide under the SUN.C'mon!!!!
i was that this close to achievin' porcelain skin!!!this SUPER CLOSE to a
pinkish fair tone???SIGHHHHHH~ got sun burnt a little on my cheeks><

I was wonderin'... who else is staying up late doing some
self-reflections besides me.Being EMOTIONAL is actually somehow a good
way to express your feelings that either you've suppressed it for too long or kept
mum about it for too long..

Surprisingly,i have fun designing a ice-cream brochure today!!
I wanna do-it-myself tie-dyed shirt :((((((((
Have a music concert to catch and music report to do.
AND MILLIONS of assignments!!!!!!!!=.=
I have thousands of mozzie-bites on my legs thanks to the Bugis NLB
outside!!!!Those mozzies are always blood-thirsty!!! I'm this closed to
mass-killing* URGHHHH!! just you bloody wait!!! FARKERS

Deonne Han,

HI EARTHLINGS!!!!!!!

2010-10-04T00:28:00.015+08:00

woohoos!!
back to bloggin' !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it's been ages since i blogged..

gimme' more time to adapt and i'm pretty sure
i will tame this hay-wired blog CHUCKLES

THESE photos are the recent ones that i took!!:D
see!!that shirt that i wore to Sentosa for NAFA FUN DAY??
well...that shirt was specifically designed by DEONNE HAN :P

went back school to collect my O level art and i SWEAR that my art
mmoved me to tears*(exaggerating)i thought it's really a lovely art-piece
to ogle at :P at least in bus,all eyes were stick to my canvas..hahs! :P

will update more soon!!!

BRB

am listenin' now

2010-08-16T02:35:00.002+08:00

Meet Me Halfway

I can't go any further then this
I want you so badly, it's my biggest wish

I spent my time just thinkin thinkin thinkin bout you
every single day yes, i'm really missin' missin' you
and all those things we use to use to use to do
hey girl, wuz up, it use to be just me and you
i spent my time just thinkin thinkin thinkin bout you
every single day, yes i'm really missin missin you
and all those things we use to use to use to do
hey girl wuz up, wuz up, wuz up, wuz up

meet me halfway, right at the borderline
that's where i'm gonna wait, for you
i'll be lookin out, night n'day
took my heart to the limit, and this is where i'll stay
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish

girl,i travel round the world and even sail the seven seas
across the universe i go to other galaxies
just tell me where you want, just tell me where you wanna to meet
i navigate myself myself to take me where you be
cause girl i want, i, i, i want you right now
i travel uptown (town) i travel downtown
i wanna to have you around (round) like every single day
i love you always..way

can you meet me half way (I'll meet you halfway)
right at the border-line
that's where i'm gonna wait, for you
i'll be lookin out, night n'day
took my heart to the limit, and this is where i'll stay
i can't go any further then this
i want you so bad it's my only wish
i can't go any further then this
i want you so bad it's my only wish

let's walk the bridge, to the other side
just you and I (just you and I)
i will fly, i'll fly the skies, for you and I (for you and I)
i will try, until i die, for you and i, for you and i, for for you and i,
for for you and i, for for you and i, for you and i

can you meet me half way (yup yup)
can you meet me half way (yup yup)
can you meet me half way (yup yup)
can you meet me half way (yup yup)
meet me half way, right at the borderline
that's where i'm gonna wait, for you
i'll be lookin out, night n'day
took my heart to the limit, and this is where i'll stay
i can't go any further then this
i want you so bad it's my only wish
i can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish

If you just realised..

2010-07-31T01:41:00.009+08:00

I ♥ ORANGE COLOUR :)

Did some modern calligraphy;)

Being Random. :)

It's actually quite simple to made,

but I'm really attracted by the strawberry
jam and filling:P

i did shading on the ♥

Okay..I just realized that my blog is faulty when viewed in
internet so it's best viewed in firefox.I'm not gonna fix the problem
unless i have time to do so.
SO school finaally started!!didn't really lived up to my
expectations as in what i pictured it to be but i get to make friends in school..
hmmm hmmm hmmm should i end here?

FINE!i have something to confess here!!
I felt uneasy..VERY in fact..
but i shouldn't let this get over me,
because it doesn't really matter much to them..
please don't comfort me about this because it's not about
my school life anyway! chuckles

MY MOM MAKE ME LAUGH!!♥♥♥
totally wicked!!;DDD

BOOMZ

2010-07-19T02:05:00.003+08:00

I'll show you what i have got in me that
no one has it ♥
I'm one out of the millions that's..
DIFFERENT!

wordy post

2010-07-17T02:43:00.002+08:00

I realized that i do stupid stuffs as easy and as quick
as snapping fingers =.=
It reaally dampens my mood to know so many flaws
about myself..it's not even liked i did all these on purpose.
I guessed Im really not a lovable person to start out with,
Im one of those intimidating ones??
even as i go on blabber.. blabber.. blabber,i assumed you people
out there that chanced upon my blog will hit the exit button because
imma borin' person!well, I UNDERSTAND!!(grins)
but i liked it this way,as for what kinda borin' i'm referring to?
don't even try to get any clues from this post..i'm not tellin' :P

PLEASE LIKE ME FOR WHO I AM AND NOT WHAT I AM.
I'LL APPRECIATED IT!THANK YOU!!

SHINEE COMING BACK ON 19TH
july (loves)

drats,

SUPER NERVOUS

2010-07-13T12:02:00.003+08:00

Somebody please calm me down!!~
I'm so excited for tomorrow's school Orientation! ♥♥♥

Fine!! I'll shut my mouth up or else i'll be going on and on ♥
i went for a manicure (like umpteen times already)
I DID HARD CANDIES COLOUR ♥♥

waiting for SHINEE'S COMEBACK
KEKEKEKE♥♥

tata,

wake-up call!!

2010-07-01T01:38:00.002+08:00

NOTE: Orientation Camp.
: Long-Term Work Ending
:School Startin'
:hangul ol*(korean basic) ended at Cambridge
:shopping spree to do
: stop the stupid act that im doing*
:High Society sound tracks:)
:ECLIPSE(twilight saga movie)
:ETC etc ETC etc..

it's time to get my To-Do list done!^^
i wanted so much to rant/grumble/nag/snap at you!..but it's just that
there's so much to start with,needless to say to end with..too
i have approximately 10+ days to hold everything in place!!though i
know it's almost impossible to be friends cause our relationship is
reaally strained but i hope we can work things out..in the least,
no awkwardness when we meet again..
-SHINEE IS MAKIN' A COMEBACK SOON!!^^
-TAEYANG IS PAIRING UP WITH SANDARA PARK-music video!!
SOLAR

ciaos!~

FIFA WORLD CUP

2010-06-23T01:30:00.003+08:00

HI EARTHLINGS!!!

i sincerely apologize for the lack of photos and posts on my blog.
it's just that i have reaally very little space for myself..space as in
be it leisure or privacy..felt really upset by the recent ups and downs.
it's like a moment of pleasure and a moment of sadness being mixed up.
i find everything hideous..for now..be it me,myself,my acts and my
surroundings.SURREALISM*
IF IM actin' like a dork just heck care alright?it's only momentary that I'm
behaving like a kiddo that is cryin' over sour milk..

so i went to the betting kiosk today,
unsure of how the system works out and actually
under-aged to bet too,i actually managed to placed a bet on
republic Korea!!!COOL right??i must have looked reaally super
duper matured..whateva'!!can't really be bothered by it")
by the way,i somehow felt very malu* to have resort to approaching
a guy for his assistance in betting CHUCKLES
ALL'S WELL ENDS WELL

tata,

FED UP!

2010-06-10T01:32:00.007+08:00

These days...
i just...felt..so..helpless!!

-Will i be better off if I'm not such a klutz?
sigh!~ complex! complex! complex!
-I feel inferior!! or rather..i should blame
it on my decreasing low self esteem..

-If it's possible..i wanna gain back my courage!
I'm not brave and i just realized that!!

DEONNE HAN,

MAY SEASON

2010-05-24T01:00:00.005+08:00

If life could be like a wide patch of grass field..
across the greens,you'll see soft pastel colors
blooming everywhere..wings flutterin' about,
petals softly fall apart and gently brushing against
your cheek like what seems like confetti.This is the month
that sets your heart in a mood for made believed fairytale!

i have been neglecting my blog!!!:(
poor thing!too bad!!kinda lazy these days!
tata!~

blatant lies

2010-04-20T01:04:00.002+08:00

I've been assuring myself over and over again...
knowing that it ain't true at all..and I've been stressing myself on
not to get too uptight on things too but..you always don't
your desires fulfilled in life.Ahead of me is a dash of thin diminishing
light,appearing and flickering.As we undergo different levels of maturity
in lives,we have to faced and bear the consequences that may be
perhaps,too overbearing.Parts and puzzles are left for us to pieced
up and solved.I understand and reckon that growing up is a process that
no one can forsake and not reaping anything for it.It's not just
physically but mentally too(chuckles)I guessed for now,I'll played the role
of what my appearance seems to be.Painstakingly*...I've to endure and
take full reins of my talking and behaviour..

what a pain in the neck

Time

2010-04-09T02:04:00.003+08:00

is it possible to track that?
staying all still and proper doesn't help i guessed.

nerve-wrecking!!!

2010-04-03T01:26:00.002+08:00

I'm betting on all my stakes on this..
my one-way ticket. 105

i hate to blabber on and on so
fark stop it!(holding back)
come on!wake up*!!
stop behaving like an amateur!!

i don't wimp like a loser does!i will
surpass you!!i despise the fact that you think you
are this and that,you are nothing in my eyes:)

done!phewhh!~

BYE!~

insommia!!

2010-03-31T01:13:00.002+08:00

Just the thought of being there alone again is really really..dreadful!!~~~X3
i just recovered from a very bad flu,cough,fever and sore throat.Felt like I've attained
immortality* hahas!maybe that's too exaggerating...awwwwhhhh!!!just the thought
of waiting for school to reopen is reaaally killin' me!!!mine is like at june or july??how
can i lived through this period!!??today,i never mention it but..i will missed them a whole
lot!!!!!lotsa lotsa lot!!i am bored to tears!!!so bored that i use a displayed netbook to type
out a short summary..

today's,NAHH!
YESTERDAY'S Achievement:
sold one CI model($50)

died!!i'm bound to be late tomorrow!!:X

bye!~

loonies

2010-03-17T01:37:00.007+08:00

using Elaine's lolli
phone!!^^

I'm BACK!!
MISSED ME!!?MISSED YA!

murtha-farking!!
i wanna get it off from my arse!!
have lotsa stuffs in my mind...immaculate*

snap out! snap out!~
nope!no complaints!!
-i cannot condone this kinda behavior goin' on ANYMORE!
FARK!
-maybe it's not that bad after all..
you berated me,
that's because you need me to be(able)*-rate you
-met up with some lovelies yesterday to catch a night movie,
BEING HUMAN

bye!!~

hehee

2010-02-08T23:57:00.001+08:00

chu!!

i don't care!!
i wanna get LG lolli !!

soo cute!!

2010-02-01T15:01:00.001+08:00

check this out!

current mood:
i don't feel like heading out today..

CNY COMING!!!

2010-01-30T01:48:00.002+08:00

did classic pedicure
(french nails)

did classic manicure

oh!!i got a new haircut too!
from Base Stationwill update soon!!awwwwh!~~~
Im a happy kid for now*!!
for being high maintenance?
(hysterical laughs!)

stay tuned!!!

forgotten!

2010-01-25T00:50:00.004+08:00

taken during prawning night!~
sorry for taking my own sweet time to
UPLOAD this!! hahas!
yeah,here's the update you request( ong!)
giggles! will give a decent update when i have the time:)
friggin' hate* it!! nope no mentioning'')

BYE!~

dimwit

2010-01-16T23:14:00.004+08:00

I don't like this photo at all but i guessed
it's just a courtesy to publish it !AFTER ALL ,
it's the process that's fun and needs reminiscent ..
Hmmm,I think this is the last time i will ever mentioned about*
..i know I've disappointed you*-not my 'O's (don't mistook)
rest assured!!I know what changes you wanna see!
though it ended briefly without a start or a end,
it certainly blotted a huge patch in me,my life.

one minute,i was being proactive and agile.
The next minute,
i stood there frozed in the face..
too much insecurities i guessed..
too much..

I can't do it after all.

big day!!!

2010-01-01T23:19:00.002+08:00

i only have these with me,
random photos taken with cindy

I wonder when will Shanise upload those photos..
this silly girl won't ever know how much she weighs*
in my heart!(chuckles!!)i have fun disturbin' her at times..
so much till she she snaps back! hope she liked her 17th birthday!!
description:she's not as sweet as she looks,she carries a very shy aura
with her!but nahh!that comes with other package,almost like a 3 in 1
bundle!giggles!but she's my BFF!

you'll be amazed by cindy!!she lives at the west area but she stay with us
at the east area for a day!!hahas i mean a day-24 hours

Today:
I'm dying from shame!!!this is really
beyond one's imagination!!!please take it*
away from me!!i will pay for whatever price if
only it can be done!!! pleads!!

last but not least!!!HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
START my new resolutions!!!-go go go!

BYE!

burderned

2009-12-28T23:33:00.005+08:00

Got this from the D&D event,
took some photos while lying on bed:)
I'm happy today!!!!hmmm..how should
i put it in words?it's reaally an coincidence*!!all
i did is to approach them! hahahaah
TODAY:
one of my colleagues told me that i look
intimidating and cool but when i opened my mouth,
i sound like a big kid with a child's mentality* (chuckles)
hmm..i'll take it as a compliment,thanks gal!~

-should i?should i?

BYE!~

life!!

2009-12-24T00:10:00.003+08:00

let the photos do the talkin'
was suppose to catch a movie actually but..

my eye bag!!

slurp!~
Garfield ong!!(loves^^)
pig rabbit!!!

damn damn damn..
i have to face the reality tomorrow..
go back to work:(

BYE!

yeah!!

2009-12-23T12:38:00.003+08:00

stupid fellow*!!make my mood gone bad yesterday..
felt so pissed off! and he have the cheek to ask me
why?!never felt so angry before!maybe it's been a
long time since i felt like that..murtha-farkin' stuffs!
argghh!~Candyce and Shanise came and dropped by
at my working place yesterday(hahas)was so surprised!!
it was a surprise anyway(chuckles)will be out later so
i don't feel like it's my off day today sigh!~ D&D was actually
average,not as bad as i thought..but it really tickles me so much
on the part that those country bumpkins*(actually very sweet)
told me that I'm underage to drink?winks* ya right?

BYE!~

withered

2009-12-20T22:56:00.004+08:00

i know my colleagues have helped me a lot...
today,again i clinched deals with their help..
sigh,i don't want!!!i think I'm suffering from
anemic man!~I'll turn dizzy man!!when i stay too
long in the store (FARK)By the way,do buy from me
if you are interested in laptops like fujitsu,toshiba,hp,
etc etc.. can find me at Sim Lim square :)
darn it!!i don't feel like attendin' the D&D...
i can be so lost until you would wanna knock my
head!! i'm going bonkers!im gonna be independent
tomorrow...gggrrrr!

refer to staff called Deonne please,
I'll give you the best price i can:))

BYE!~

dimwits

2009-12-19T00:35:00.003+08:00

I sure look worn out..
sigh!~i finally got some
serious woes to do(eye-bags),whatever!!
i finally got my sales code which means i
can officially do sales after being trained
at the opposite outlet.i think it will take some
time before i update again..i really wish...wish..
I'll shut my mouth for that:) sigh! why must newbies
attend D&D!??I'm not really very into it..Firstly,a prezzie
must be prepared.Secondly, there's a theme to be followed.
Thirdly,i will have to do a last minute preparation!
yawns!~ and then....

to be continued,

brain drain

2009-12-15T23:58:00.002+08:00

gosh!!!i can't believe it!!
it wouldn't have been that bad if I've
choose something that fits my interest!!
(slap myself)why did i choose something
that reaally reaaally requires a very good*
mathematical mindset..AHHHHHHH!!
(sobs)the most unfortunate part is..sigh
forget it!Christmas is coming,i get to eat sweet
treats like blueberry muffin(my favourite)
and etc.hmm,working life ain't as fun as being a
student..im being treated a minor when they know my age..
therefore,lotsa of jokes that could not be shared were spoken
in cantonese..zzz my boss looks like he had barely even hit his
30s!!so why behave so amateurish?must share mah!
well,they treat me well though but...i have not grasp hold of
any of their sales tips..i guess maybe what they say is true..
PRACTICE MAKES PERFECT..i remembertellin' it to someone
too..now it have totally reverse man!training was bored and fun..
i served my colleagues as customers and i felt like
i'm fooling around actually instead of stickin' to serious business!!
this is so friggin mutha-farking..a pain in the arse!! chuckles
(nice gentle language)

BYE!~
i slept while standing in a
bus!!bravo!:D

loonies

2009-12-13T01:45:00.006+08:00

i think this is taken in orchard
ion,
(Marche) located @
somerset 313,
i guess those passer-bys
did not notice us snapping ,
tryin' out facilties?

hahas!ignore the unglam lady,

this is stupid!!we downed 2
glasses each.

YIPEE!!i finally got something
that i like!eyed on lotsa things too!
quote:i will be back!!
did enjoyed my day too..(random)the song,
ring ding dong was being played in a
shop and i started singin'..felt hurt when si
said i sound like some kinda singer that sings
on top of hills* sigh!~ i guess that's how awful
it is..saw lotsa lotsa cutesy stuffs!!i swear that i'm
so gonna be back!!and so i finally have to move my butt and
start working soon..let's make merry for now..chuckles!

BYE!~
correction to be made:
i downed two glasses,
she downed one and a half!:D
i win!!

hectic day!!

2009-12-12T03:05:00.003+08:00

took this when i was flippin'
the magazines while waiting for her

can you guess where are
we at?:)

my hair color finally showed!

i should have known it!!it doesn't make any
big difference and i worried so much about
honouring my word!!i did have fun though with
candy and the guys while playing?*/workin'?*
err i was just thinking if i am quick in thinking,
i shouldn't have just listened to guice and just took
my bag and left..it's farkin' obvious?-given my size??
plus,i walk straight to my doom by strutting myself
across the supervisor with my handbag hanging on my shoulder??
and when he asked where the hell am i going to?
i walk over to them(the masterminds,i was just a victim!i swear!)
hahahhahahs!
well,in within one hour's time,i guess we just sorta end our day
with nothing yet heap a bit of those excitement-their conclusion.
Fast-forward>>>>

psst!i try to help today by nursing someone's wound,
but i guess it got so much worse that..it bleed so much!
(chuckles) i guess she will remember me for life!

BYE!~

sad!

2009-12-10T22:36:00.003+08:00

this is fun!!the pen used to
order food from menu!!

the set meal that i ordered,
consist of 2 portions:)

alas,all wiped out!

have our lunch at EBISBOSHI-SHOTENGAI,
went for my interview with Si's accompany,
damn freakin' depressing!!!arghh!!not because of my
interview,that went smoothly..sigh !~after si left at 5plus,
meet out with shanise and candyce at bugis..parted when we're
in mrt,they went airport and guess what?now they're tellin' me
FT ISLAND is coming to Singapore and they are waiting for them
to appear(sobs!)i wanna see Lee Hong Ki..shouldn't have left...
but i really felt tired..c'mon!!!!please come another day?this is farkin'
unfair!!blame it on my luck!!

THE END!
BYE!

yesterday's celebration and today!!!

2009-12-09T23:03:00.006+08:00

yesterday during ktv session,

not a complete group photo!!!!

Today,

(yesterday)
Went for a Ktv session with Shanise,Candy,Edwin
Ronald,Syafiq and Jiawei.did not expect any cake actually
i'm serious!!!i know i don't sound convincing enough but
nah,that's okay..but i kinda regret not asking to take one real*
group photo..sigh!~stupid me,being so happy and it wasn't so easy
to gathered us, Chai Cheeains!!hahas anyway i have fun singing!
went home around 1am..damn!i'm officially seventeen!!oh ya!!
thank you all for the birthday song!

(today)
meet up with cindy!!!she is suppose to accompany
me to go for a interview at a japan accessories shop located
at Millenium walk,in the end we skipped the interview part
and dine in at Sakae Sushi's.She's sucha sweetie!~
hang around at marina and bugis and off to home sweet home!
thanks for accompanying me today!!!

BYE!~

i'm seventeen!

2009-12-08T00:32:00.002+08:00

happy birthday to myself!

I'm quite fast okay! :)

awwwwh!super sweet!!
i swear i did not bully him!
taking break i think

she caught me this time

takin' a break
maybe the break was long
muhahahas
liwei came to join!!!!
@ aston's
opps!i forgot..bbq something
i join in last minute!!lol

Birthday celebration in advance.
most of them have work anyway..
i like skating!!I LOVE skating!!
it's fun but i know Shanise hates it..
maybe not only her(chuckles) it
was really fun to hang out with you guys!!
liwei meet up with us after her work!!(sweet right?)
we have our dinner at aston's.
hang around at the arcade and wala!~
the day ended with aching backs..

BYE!~
i really love you all!(mushy)
thanks a whole lot!

hello there!

2009-12-06T01:37:00.003+08:00

this is really quite expensive..
and it's only 100ml..wow!!
i bet the way i abused my body
really irritates my mom so much till
she really splurge this much on lotions..and yes
she bought a few for herself too (sigh)
it really depends on me actually..

got so carried away just now,
it turns out not to be fruitful at all
(efforts gone down the drain)

DRATS!

fun day out!~

2009-12-04T00:30:00.005+08:00

went to yum cha with si

soup dumplings
the food that arrived
Kbox session@
cineleisure

NEW MOON!!

The movie ended about 11.50pm..
through out the movie,it was kinda funny
watching with her and her friends..i swear
it's funny to hear them passing remarks and queries
from left to right..sorry if you haven't catch the show yet,
I'm spilling some of the beans out here!(chuckles)
if you have already read the book,it's quite predictable
of what Edward wants?so i spoke beforehand and said
marry me?that dope!she answered while lookin'
at the screen(i do!)i can't help it!!i burst out laughing!
hahas!snap some unglam shots of her while dining
but shall spare her from that..oh YA!We requested for
the couple seat and hmm..the atmosphere was err*
took a cab back,that's it.
By the way,i got scared out of my wits
by that ultra big roach back there!drats

BYE!~

Dec 1

2009-12-01T23:57:00.003+08:00

Christmas is coming??
so many To-do list yet fulfill!!

BYE!~

right decision?

2009-11-28T23:23:00.002+08:00

Had vermicelli soak in kimchi soup the other day,
that Blonde* girl ate with me (chuckles)
caught a flu yesterday,
went out today to...go...but in the end spend a hefty sum
on my contact lenses and multi-purpose solution.
i am entitled to redeem a Christmas gift and lucky draw and
stupid stuffs but I felt guilty for not focusing..
what the heck am i doing?

By the way,
should I?should I?should I?
this is drivin' me to insane!!

BYE!~

peek-a-boo!

2009-11-26T01:49:00.005+08:00

peek-a-boo!!!

alas!It's been ages since i last blogged,
went off to work for a week with my mom.
It was pretty alright and i met lotsa familiar
faces..hmm teachers too..whoosh!~now i can
take some time off for myself..
arghh i felt my face burning bright red..KILL me!
I'm dying from shame!!muthafarkin' stuffs too...sigh
it's okay if people don't understand..(chuckles)

GO GO GO GO
if i want it,i should go for it!

BYE!~
no.23
I'll get rid of you

graduation night

2009-11-18T15:36:00.005+08:00

grabbed from Facebook

i think there's still more photos taken but haven't
upload yet..the graduation night was alright..felt that something was
missing though,hmmm*...find the award taking session funny!there's
Alice in wonderland award,dopey(one of the seven dwarfs),Rapunzel,
snow white,prince charming etc..quite a joke..went for a karaoke session
after wards,whoosh~ was quite surprised by someone's singing..mine sucks
though after eating those fried finger food.got a lift home that night.

felt like poppin' question but i don't think i should :)

BYE!~

randomness

2009-11-13T01:29:00.002+08:00

clear shot

blur shot

i finally get to snap some shots of this!!!
I don't know why but i kinda fall right back in
love with nature again(my art theme probably bugs me till now)
and it's hard not to snap this especially when you lived so near..
hahas!!bet those living the same block as me didn't caught
sight of this before..

tilt your head up and wala~ a beautiful scene

BYE!~

exams over~

2009-11-12T01:45:00.008+08:00

miscellaneous

compare the cheese servings!;)
what i did is only smile!!lol

done by me but the last sentence
is written by kim >.< breakfast with huimin

that's my portion:)
solved this triangle stuff during tuition
i'm sick!that's my eyelash's,
xinyi's finger though
ate this right after english exam
NERVE-WRECKING!
my personalized table(i swear it's nicer real-life)

O level exams ended just like that,
so after our last paper,Shanise,cheryl,xinyi and i went
to catch the movie,"Poker King".It was quite nice...sigh well,
i should be happy right?that school have end..hmm but I'm not
how weird??chuckles just watched a film on the net
title:He Was Cool

I can't just mope about in my house,
if not i may just slip into depression!!!
gotta do something!!

Bye!~

my birthday is coming
but i bet people have forgotten about it

dimwits

2009-11-06T22:17:00.004+08:00

damn!~i like this movie simply because i was smitten by
Megan fox!! Amanda Seyfriend was damn hilarious at the ending part!!
yes she can rose in the air!!! chuckles

spot someone sitting there?? ;)
YES!!i finally got my salted popcorn!!
(flash)
i bet Shanise will have to head to the ladies in
the midst of this show giggles!!!

while we arrived too early and we sat there nibbling on our treats,i
started spooking Shanise out and...she was so timid!!chuckles! she kept hushing
me to be quiet as there were background sounds to back me up in
my spook stories hahas!!!and she threaten me i think..hmm
well,and then she kept telling me that i tricked her to
watching horror movie-Jennifer's body
hello??i did not?lol i think i told you beforehand she* eat guys up??
muhahahahas~^^~

the end,

2009-11-05T20:28:00.003+08:00

currently watching this!!

Hi my shanghai sweetheart!~~
go watch!!! go watch!!!

watched Jennifer's Body today too!~^^

busy!!busy!!chuckles
gotta go!~

today

2009-11-03T19:38:00.002+08:00

what a close shave!!!!
I'm really a klutz!!arggh i nearly missed my
O level art!!I should have check my entry proof!!
whewhh*~..reached school at 2pm today and i find
it rather weird when i saw there's no one sitting at the
school canteen,so while strolling to the school gate,i
took out my entry proof to double check the time slot,i jumped,
i let out a shriek and i just run all the way to hall...
FYI, it does not start at 3pm it starts at 2pm.

oh let's talk about chemistry yesterday,
i forgot to bring my calculator and it was at the start of the
paper when i borrow my chemistry teacher's calculator;(
i forget there's this mole concept thingy in chemistry and i
don't do mental sums

done,
finish nagging :)

current mood

2009-11-01T14:43:00.004+08:00

sigh~
i felt like I'm on my own...
yeah,a path that i chose from the start..
it's kinda of like a prophecy,you knew that you are not
up to it yet you deliberately forced yourself on it.
i guessed it's just so like me..yeah,embraced it!

-treat every obstacles as stepping stones
-even if things have gone from fab to fad,it doesn't
matter..
-cause it's so like me:)

Already Gone-Kelly Clarkson
Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would have worked out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die...

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now I can't stop...

I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
It started with the perfect kiss then
We could feel the poison set in
"Perfect" couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone

Ahhhh already gone, already gone, already gone
Ahhhh already gone, already gone, already gone

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye...

I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on,
So I'm already gone

hysterical

2009-10-29T21:38:00.012+08:00

It's just a facade!!!understand??
it doesn't shows on the surface...
nor will it be shown....

time will not unravel anything
there's nothing to unravel anyway..

i met countless of weird people lately,
i dreamed a lot, it's seem so real at times
how loathsome!!!
my maths paper is a national disaster!!
well,wish those taking Os all the best
for their remaining papers;)
for me,i think its Good.Game chuckles*

miscellaneous again,

gotta go, PEACE!!
hahas

okaeri

2009-10-14T13:48:00.007+08:00

photos in miscellaneous,
old and new ones;)nice!??I'm the photographer~^^~

at N.Y.N.Y
Shanise and i,
hahs!!tryin' out the swing
chuckles

double choc frappe

white choc mocha full cream
( guilt creeping over me)

gulp!*need to shed the
extra kilos soon~
cheryl!! US,snapping shots in the
toilet!

BE RIGHT BACK,

randomness

2009-10-12T03:10:00.003+08:00

shanise intro me!!!
she told me the actress is pretty!!~
ahh!that i knew...BUT Vanness Wu is
soooooooooooo dashing!! hahas!~~

uploadin' photos asap

friday

2009-10-02T23:57:00.004+08:00

i reaally loved this art!!!VERY VERY ATTRACTIVE!!!found this board
located at Pasir Ris and guess what??it's purely a graffiti work!!!this sorta'
describe my feelings too...how i wish i can find this artist in person
and praise him/her.

the day before my prelim 2(art)

i went to kim's house to draw
last minute sketches(incomplete shadings)
yes..we watched movie,we surfed the net,ate popcorn and lollies...
stayed around 9.45pm before heading home...

after being fired on for more than thrice,
i finally gave in to my trampled soul..
the trigger is too unbearable...so i
thanked those for the comforting words
whom i heard,it certainly helps^^
it's too overwhelming but..who cares!!
i have another alternative so it doesn't matter~

I'M THE ONE WHO DOES THE SAY,
NOT YOU

surrealism

2009-09-27T19:04:00.003+08:00

grabbed from facebook,
regret taking painting??yes!i'll pretty much have chosen
fashion!!!!argh using o level as an experiment is what i
called insane??wala~ my first canvas= very raw
my only remaining model from last year's n level
i did a total of 13models and gave away all chuckles*
i guessed i'm only left with one.

psst.. it's kinda scary when you know so much
and it creeps me out..what you said is totally
true..

after physics paper

2009-09-26T21:42:00.004+08:00

photo taken with Lee Min Ho(paper made)
yeah!!!i love his height!!

Thursday~
went out with amelia,hanisah,shanise and li zhong to orchard;)
was a tad early for movies in my opinion..chuckles!!intend to catch
the trailer of fame,nahh fat hope so we have KFC and we started chatting,
chatting,chatting..felt like we're bad students though,roaming at orchard
in the morning..gosh!~feel like we're playing truancy too..then,my eyes started
swelling and turned teary..hate it!!none the less,we went on to Takashimaya
and then.far east..yes!!we settled down at subway(one of my favourites)and carried
on chatting......all the way back home in train too..

psst~ever tried the device of i know what you're thinking??
did it really know what you're thinkin'? well,i tried for over 40 over
questions and it was not even near to it???talk about mind games..
it sucks

i downed alot alot of sweets!!!so much that i'm feeling a
teeny weeny sick~ sigh

irksome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-09-25T23:59:00.003+08:00

grrrrr....this is the 5th time that i took cab to tuition!!!
i always got mixed up with my tuition time thanks to
no saint reminding me bout' the time..so i was late for an
hour and then the worst part came....all those words are the
truth,she's right..I've to hold back..while listening....
backup plan needed and i really wished and wished and wished
that someone will help me in my maths and science!!!!talk about
those woes when this world is so dead..

this is it.

late photos

2009-09-24T21:26:00.005+08:00

shocked?Me too!!!
so within 4 days,i got my tongue piercing closed.

maybe it's out of curiosity,maybe i wanna feel numb..
at least i know how it feels now to have a needle pierced
through your tongue..chuckles! the pain and agony will be etched
forever in my heart..i guessed it more or less have a impact on my
mood.Whatever it is,studies come first..

the angst of a teen

startle

2009-09-21T17:02:00.003+08:00

sweet.short.period.

genuine laughs

2009-09-18T21:24:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY,CHERYL!!!:)
HERE COMES THE CAKE!!!:)
THE PREZZIE WE BOUGHT FOR HER!!!

we came out with lotsa names like,gucci,prata,tic-tac-toe,
tuk-tuk,biscuit,subway,two-way,choo choo...etc FINALLY!!
we named it BEE!!!!CHUCKLES!!!^^

i stayed till 7plus while doing art,
then the nostalgic feelings...it's hard to get rid of it...
-how do i explain??that very precise moment??

-Turn the tables and I'll be fine

Town

2009-09-12T00:25:00.002+08:00

i had lost track of how many times i have been to orchard this week..went to catch a movie with a group of people.the movie,called nine was actually not as bad as i thought.the graphics they used are really great!just that i think the person who chose this don't seemed to look like he like watching that type of movies chuckles!okay,you won't believe it but this is my first time on meeting people on time,im hopping mad when i waited and waited till the rain stopped.maybe it sounds stupid but i was a teeny* weeny* angry?chuckles.by the way,met a girl called sharron through candy today.oh i skipped the in shopping,arcade,simpang bedok and after mealtime hehees pardon me for my laziness

profound

2009-09-11T00:33:00.005+08:00

okay so after tuition,cheryllynn,shanise
and i went off to night shopping??chilling??
and we are suppose to get down to some serious work
hah!in the end we are discussing about some....
hehees~~not mentioning(=

what you see now is just an illusion...
what comes under is real..
sometimes,i think it's better to played dumb.